colourless.....

never..
never in my life....
i never had been in a situation like this in my life...

all the eyes are staring at me?

for some people, they got a good time, apt time to backstab.

but for me they are not a subject,
there are people who have concern about me,
who used to care about me, who likes me.......

now?

it was a mistake...
that feeling of guilty..oh..

i should move on from it...

i can, i know....

but....

but even in that situation,i expected some people..
who have sense to understand,
who can be with me..
sounds very funny actually.



a very important period of life..
so many lessons..
for my future life...

i will be OK.