a pain...
a fear...
a uncomfortable condition....
my heart is asking me to stay in ma hut,
i know the weather is fine there,
and the conditions are perfect,

but,
i cant go out,
i know i should,

but,
i know you can suggest me a solution,
if i can tel my problems,
no no its not about trust,
not about individuality,

reasonless.
purely reasonless.
it makes it more miserable.

i can hear the alarm,
i can hear people shouting,
everyone is happy,
everyone is enjoying out there, the new season.


adaptation,
its difficult.

it is almost over.
here i want to say sorry to you.
sorry,
dont think i have done some big crime to someone.
yeah i have done something.
i dont know whether you know about that...
its all up to you.
you can take it as a funny part.
or you can wait for a chance for a counter attack ;).
i dont care.
yeah..i dont care.
but i want to say sorry.
just because it makes me more myself.

more meeeee.

sorry.



i want to became more myself.
i was someone else for sometime.

i'm not under a bodhi tree...:)
wants to be more myself..
more aby-ish.

for thattttttttttttttttt........
sorry!!!!.